Strolling Under the Twilit Sky

~~♥ The Journey of My Life ♥♥ 一步一脚印 ♥~~

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尽力了就好~~

很多事情,我知道自己可以做得很好~~
只要再加倍努力,或许就可以站在顶峰~~
但就,是没有那个意念~~
没有去竞争的念头,没有想要加倍付出的心意~~
太过安于现状,反而成了坏事???
自认现在的一切都很不错~~
各方面上都觉得很满足也很感恩~~
我只想要尽力而为就好~~
可以达到自己的最低标就已经很开心了~~
超越了目标也会让我无比激动!!!
但是,我自认真的没有多做什么付出和努力,
只是尽力而为了~~
但是尽力而为的定义在哪里呢??
是就着现在所拥有的能力尽情发挥,
抑或是把身体里所拥有的一切潜能挖掘出来再加以运用呢??
定义的界限太模糊了~~
但是我自己的尽力而为又是什么呢??
随着自己的不停进步,尽力而为的限度也不断在提高吧??
想要把每件事情都做好,想要把一切可以做到的都做得出色~~
不给自己太多压力,只希望自己自己活在尽力而为的定义边界中~~
适时的发掘自己所拥有的潜能,
再适时的尽情发挥~~
活在自己为自己创造的世界中,
没有外来的压力,不因他人而感到沮丧,
反而让我拥有了平常心,拥有了平凡的快乐~~
每天都过得很开心,每天都过得很自在~~
这种生活,我很享受~~

well...hmm...erm...

had not been updating for quite some time~~
well...kinda busy for labs and journals T.T
but the main thing is no mood...
i'd lotsa things to blog about, i'd said to myself tat i'm gonna blog bout tis and tat...
but, ended up i blogged bout nthg~~
juz too lazy~~too cozy in my comfy seat~~or my comfy bed~~

life had been rushing like hell, time pass by without us noticing it~~
it's bulan Ramadhan again...so fast, 1 year had passed~~
seriously, it's been almost half sem bac in Sabah and i do not noe wat i had done in tis period of time...
i juz wish i could have few days to juz relax and to enjoy life around me~~
life's beautiful, it's wonderful tat i'm still alive...
yet, i do not have the time to slow down and appreciate my life~~
it's as if i'm in the living hell on the wonderful heaven~~
well, i'm far sighted though~~
i'm staring at the heaven beyond and ignoring hell i'm in~~
some1 said b4, hell yea the earth sucks!!!
but if it do not suck, den we'll all not be here~~(Law of Gravity)

anyhow, gonna live like there's no 2mr^.^
i do not wan any regrets in ma life~~
and frankly, i do not noe wat am i talking about in tis whole post...
seems like i'm contradicting myself here and there~~
and...well, who cares~~biarlah~~

Compliments=spiritual energy

mondays are alwiz the busiest and toughest day~~
whole day through 8-5 (usually afternoon lab sessions ends early~~)
anyway...for some1 who needed 12hours of sleep per day(which is...erm...me???),
waking up early for 8am classes and also continuous lectures for 4 hrs are really spiritual tortures T.T
well, tat's why i like to dress well on mondays~~
bcoz being confident about my appeal to others will at least put me at a higher energy level...
good looks are juz like the catalyst for my mood ^.^ (too much enzyme lectures...=.=)
and btw, there are no energy booster of such in my school...
guys seldom reli dress up or reli care bout wat they wear to school...
i dun mean juz dress up tidily~~not juz simple dull formal wear~~
formal attires can b attrative and creative too with juz a few additional touches!!!
tat's y, nthg special to "kap" at school, i have to dress up a bit lo, keep myself alive~~

anyway~~bac to wat i was trying to say...
as usual, y'day i spent some time to choose my clothes...
and resulting in...i caught almost everyone's eyes at school~~
well, mayb some are thinking tat "apala, tis girl so over,come to school only ma"
and, ppl who noes me noes tat hell yea i dun give a damn~~
wat eva it is, i'd attracted ur eyeballs to me, and not juz a no one walking by unnoticed...
i turned heads around~~
high profile, uh huh, tat's so me...
i dun like to be juz someone in the pack,
i would much prefer to standout in the pack o(∩_∩)o
*tis is so~~~~like mother like daughter**giggles*

my coursemate said tat i'm so korean style in the way i dress up~~
OMG!!! i take tat as a compliment!!!
yeap, tat's rite!!! i'm memang following the trends in Korea ma~~
tat totally boost up my energy in class~~
kyakyakyakyakyakyakya~~~thx a lot babe!!!
and when i went to took my lunch in the cafe,
even the kakak selling food at the stall said "banyak cantik amoi"~~
i smiled bac and thanked her politely...
have to jaga image a bit~~~
but den actually inside my heart i almost dance in there ady~~
hahahahahah~~the whole meal i ate extra "politely"~~~
as the kakak is watching~~~hehehehhe...
and the fact is my heart is cheering up and down!!!
syok-sendiri-ing there~~
well~~sincere compliments from others are reli strong energy boosters for me!!!

by the way,
i alwiz think tat, being a scientist does not mean tat u need to look like a mad scientist~~
with messy hair, thick spec, comot comot punya clothings, and looks nerdy or like a weirdo~~
i would like to show others, scientist can be classy and trendy too *winks*
U-GO-GIRL!!!

两天一夜·100期·恭贺


在无数个赶功课或念书熬夜的晚上,都是他们陪伴着我。。。
渐渐的,他们在我生活中扮演了很重要的角色~~~

这六个人,真的带给了我无数的欢乐~~~
他们的一切,让人看了都是多么的舒服~~~
没有虚伪造作,没有刻意保持形象~~~

当中的MC梦,李胜基和殷志源(遗憾党)更是自己超喜欢的歌手们!!!
那只野生猴子的努力,大家有目共睹。。。
初丁从当初最辉煌最当红的偶像团体,到现在自己独自奋斗。。。
黑洞从歌手成功的转型成为演员。。。
感觉上在他们身上学到了很多。。。
人生嘛。。。就像是一场戏。。。
反正都是还活着的,就该活的开心点吧~~~
所以无形中,他们在我生命里,已经无可或缺了。。。

超喜欢看的《朋友!一起去旅行吧》特辑
闻名美国棒球联赛的朴灿浩选手,韩国之光《公州之行》
给与小选手们意外惊喜的那一幕,真的很感动!!!
这一集忘记了~~不懂是不是白头山。。。
KBS 演艺大赏上获奖,6人很搞~~
《华川之行》
以上这些都忘了在哪里看过。。。或是我还没看到的。。。混乱的关系图 =.='''

谢谢你们所带给我的好心情o(∩_∩)o
恭喜你们迈入第100期了!!!
今后大家一起加油噢!!!
*il bak~~~~~~yi il!!!*

最后来个第一百期里我最喜欢的pose~~~
咔咔咔咔~~~
VARIETY精神!!!

why does it has to be like tis T.T

honestly...the news is reli shocking...
it took me so long to finally digest it...
especially at times that i was busy with my finance...
after i had settled down...and took a deep breath...
den only i glance through the whole news...
i realized now, that at that very moment,
i was actually trying to prevent myself from reading it...
yet, i noe i have to...i must...
and so...here comes the chaos...

anyhow...still awaiting official news...
i dun wana judge anyone until the full story is revealed...
i dun wana be disappointed by the ones i trusted...
i dun wana get mad at myself for accusing the wrong persons...
so...i have to clear my mind now...
dun think of anything...
dun assume anything...
juz...take a break...