this is where i need to be...

many people asked me,why don't i try to get a job in KL or even SG....
well...honestly, KL is not a good choice, but SG is...
my cert will be quite valuable in SG with the skills i learned back in Korea...
but the main problem is...leaving for SG will mean leaving all my loved ones back here...
the reason why i chose to stay in PG,
is bcoz my mum is alone at home all the time as dad is working in the island...
and bro is in PJ for his studies and most probably will need to stay in the capital for better job options...
my parents are already old...
they spent all their lives for me, and what i do to success is to abandon them here?
no way...
yes, i might be able to earn at least double or triple the pay i might get back here...
but, those money could not buy me the time with my loved ones...
especially the recent incidents back home had made me realized that i had made the right choice...
mum was sick, and i was the one fetching her all around hospitals and places almost everyday...
cleansed her wound and changed dressing for her daily...
the wound is on her back, it's literally impossible for her to do so herself...
imagine if i'd found a job in SG...what will happen to her alone at home??
this is where i need to be...and i know it for sure...
God had answered my prayers, and had given me my answers...
i'm happy with it
=)

Mum oh Mum Part3

"harlo~~HARLO~~~H-A-R-L-O~~~"
"heheheheheheheheheheh~~~i purposely wana scare u one,kyakyakya,let u wonder how come u get such soundless call"

=.=|||

guess what~~~ppl who noe me, shd noe who's that lo T.T
my dearest lovely mum~~~
she ar~~~reli too free liao, got nthg to do, so everyday come kacau me T.T bcoz if she go kacau my bro, she'll kena marah by him~~~so, i'm alwiz the victim~~~

since it's school holiday now, so other than usual tuition classes, she'll spend her time alone at home, so out of boredness, i'm the one that she'll come kacau~~~everyday call me and ask why i din call her one T.T EVERYDAY oh~~~if i dun call for one day, she'll call at nite to complain "how come u SO LONG din call me one??" i will be like "mi ah, i only din call u for one day neh o.O ppl busy la"

den juz now i asked dad, ur flu ok ady ka??? mummy's home ady wat, got ppl let u hug liao ma~~~hahahahhaha~~~mum was laughing like mad beside~~~mum actually wnaa drag dad down to KL~~bcoz in Putrajaya got a hot air balloon exhibition i think, then ppl can ride in the hot air balloon for a very cheap price~~~but den, dad's sick T.T aiyo~~~juz drag him la mi~~~as ur early b'day pressie ma^^kakakakka~~duno la, ltr i call dad and scold him 1st~~~

den hor, actually we ended our converstaion ady one...bcoz she noe i got a midterm to come on saturday~~but den...suddenly she call back, and tis time round, the story reli made me laugh like mad~~~thank god my dear roommate is used to it ady~~~she hor, torn her pants on monday and she din noe bout it until she got home tat nite!!! and hell yea the pants is like literally torn into two behind there!!! how can no one noticed that??? OMG!!! den ar, tat fella, say she wont buy "half" punya jeans liao, u see, torn into half one!!! aiyo~~~sweat-nya saya~~~brand punya salah kononnya~~~

My dear mum and dad^^

today,i was cooking the first spaghetti in my life~~and mum called~~~
kakaka~~~
she's in island while dad's in mailand~~~
bcoz mum have tuition these few days so she decided to just stay in island rather than traveling so much since it's school holiday now~~~while dad couldn't accompany her to island as dad has to work in mainland~~~
den mum told me juz now, ur dad caught cold~~~
she asked dad how come caught cold...
dad gave an answer tat made me almost roll on the floor!!!

"bcoz u're not home ma, nobody to let me hug, mai caught cold lo T.T"

walau eh!!! these two fella ar!!!
when they are good hah, dey can be very very yok ma and geli~~~
when they fight huh, dey can be like a cat and a dog!!!
hahahah~~~cute la them~~~but somehow, dey made a perfect couple^^

tis coming september is their 25th (silver) anniversary ady~~~
wee~~~hopefully i can manage to get ticket to fly bac and celebrate with them^^
MUM&DAD, LOVE U GUYS MUCH!!! MUAKS~~~

Looking Forward~~~

Mum says this May-June holiday, we're going to visit Genting (again)~~~
but, this time round, there's another more meaningful part of it^^
we're bringing ah ma and my uncle's family together!!!
this uncle is the one who loved me dearly and took good care of me when i was studying alone in the island~~~
yet he's that type of man that is very satisfied with what he has now,
and never really went around for tours with his wife, my auntie~~~
their kids had went to places though,
so mum decided to bring them all along to at least visit Genting and some parts of KL,
which is quite familiar for our family as we visited these places almost every single yr~~~
honestly, i never really like to travel around with frens...
unless it's a few particular frens that i'm comfortable with~~~
i'm that kind of weirdo u can say...
but i always preferred to travel with my family^^
to me it's more comfortable,
and also maybe bcoz i'm the one giving command on places to visit,
and i dun have to ask for everyone's agreement on my decisions~~~
family always comes first^^
and thus, i'm really looking forward for this family trip~~~

THE GREATEST BLESSING IN MY LIFE^^

i must admit, other than my frens, the biggest blessing from God in my life, is my family^^dey're all presents from God specially deliverd to me on the day i was born~~sometimes, simple little things they did, can cause me to shed my tears of joy and gratitude...and miraculous enough, everytime someone stepped on my tail, another one will appear to comfort me...this week itself had proven way too much of tis theory...

as u guys can see from my earlier posts, after the first incident took place, one of my best guy friend appeared just in time to make my day...tis time round, my brother juz popped out out of nowhere and almost make me cry T.T i never wonder why, but it seems like the people who had always guided me out of the dark fog, were all guys~~~ok and this story goes like this...

my bro borrowed his friend's line at his hostel room to online and whenever he does tat, he'll come find me to chat~~~(pity him that his own room cant have internet connection due to the absence of a telephone port) and then i was juz randomly asking him why he still dun wana gimme his bank account as i wanted to return him his money...well, honestly, i'm a lousy sis who is a big spender and always spent my holidays back home with him paying all my expenses...so when i get my ptptn, i'd been asking his account for mths so that i can pay him bac yet he's still keep telling me the "owh, i forget"...den i told him if he's not gonna gimme soon, his sis is gonna be broke again very soon...den he straight away say no need ady la,keep it, give u la...wei, it's like hundreds leh, and he's juz on loan like me, not tat he's working ady...den oklor~~~we continue talking bout how i actually manage to make myself broke every sem, den i mentioned bout my prom nite is coming real soon...still wondering whether o not to set up my hair and get professional make up...den he straightly pop out tis sentence that make me gam dong to death!!!

"i send u RM100 enough bo??"

wei...i din even think of asking money from him wei...and it's my prom not his...he straightly ask me enough o not and not tat i wan o not T.T gamdong sei ngor la~~~sometimes, it reli just take a sentence and a heart that is willing to give to touch ppl's heart...i thank God for giving me such a good bro...i always wonder, is he the reason i still dun have a bf til now? bcoz...u noe...it's reli damn hard to find such a good guy like him T.T how i wish my future bf can treat me at least as well as he treats me...it's juz that his mum and sis are too successful in educating such a well-mannered and loving gentleman~~~MUAKS!!! LOVE U MUCH BRO!!!

觉悟·爱

今天忽然有了觉悟……
原来自己一直以来都太自私，太自私了~~~
把一切都当成了习惯……
把他们所有的付出，都看成了理所当然……
只看重自己一味肤浅且又永无止尽的的索求……
没真正想过自己所拥有的一切，
其实已经很足够了……
只因为认为自己够优秀，很成才，
就认为他们为了自己奔波劳碌是应该的……

아빠 옴마 정말미안해요

回首一望，
其实他们都老了……
头发都苍白了……
皮肤都起斑了……
很多东西都记不住了……
还要时常为我这个不懂事的女儿操心……

我很感谢上帝把我带到这个家里……
这……应该已经是上帝今生给于我的最大祝福了^^
跟很多人相比，
其实女儿我已经很富裕了……
我拥有的，太多了……
满满的疼爱，满满的关怀，满满的呵护……

妈，
我答应你，
我以后都会省着用钱，
不会再胡乱挥霍，
那你就不用再把身子累垮了……

爸，
我答应你，
一定会学习忍耐，
不对你乱发脾气，
不因你无法理解我们的言语而大呼小叫，
那你就不用常常懊恼要如何跟孩子们沟通了……

弟，
我答应你，
自己勤劳点不要什么事都让你代劳，
疼你多一点不再送你二手礼物，
把理财观念学好一点，
那你就不用再为了我搞到自己有钱没得花了……

我会用行动来证明我对你们的爱！！！
但是欠你们的，看来是一生都偿还不了了……

落雨声

落雨声 哪亲像一条歌

谁知影 阮越头呒敢听
异乡的我 一个人起畏寒
寂寞的雨声 捶阮心肝
人孤单 像断翅的鸟只
飞袂行 咁讲是阮的命
故乡的山 永远拢站置遐
阮的心晟只有讲乎山来听
来到故乡的海岸 景色犹原拢总无变化
当初离开是为啥 你若问阮阮心肝来疼
你若欲友孝世大呒免等好额
世间有阿母惜的囝仔尚好命
呒通等成功欲来接阿母住
阿母啊 已经无置遐


你若欲友孝世大呒免等好额
世间有阿母惜的囝仔尚好命
出社会走闯块甲人拼输赢 为着啥 家己呒知影
你若欲友孝世大呒免等好额
世间有阿母惜的囝仔尚好命
呒通等成功欲来接阿母住
阿母啊 已经无置遐
哭出声 无人惜命命

Perak Trip Nov08

mum knew i'd never been to pangkor, so she purposely registered for tis trip organized by our church and accompanied me der^^love her lotz!!! miss her lotz!!!

our first station wass the Taiping Zoo~~well,my last visit here is sometime i cant seem to remember...i think i'm still very very young by tat time~~but since i love animals, so definitely no problem for me to visit the zoo more!!! but the problem is, it rained tat day!!! so we juz took a brief tour on the train~~

This is the section for African animals

randomly took tis pic, yet i like it^^

Tony the Rhino, the only one tat i remember its name til now~~

Tis is to let u noe how orang utan hide themselves frm the rain~~haha...damn cute la tis fellow!!!

mummy and daughter at the Taiping Zoo

next up is checking into the hotel, took a brief rest, and den off we went to Teluk Batik b4 dinner time~~well, honestly i'd never heard bout tis place b4, but mum told me it's a very famous beach~~mind me, my geography suckz~~but to tell u the truth, it's reli a pretty place to hang out with your family, picnic, swimming etc~~

this place has a great sunset view^^

the place is filled with buildings like tis, quite pretty~~

~~X-Gal~~

^^Mum and Sher the Babe at Teluk Batik^^

The next day is fully dedicated for Pangkor Island itself~~well, to me it's juz almost the same as Pulau Ketam as it's full of fishermen...and after some analyzing, i found that basically, the ppl on the island has 3 main jobs: 1.fishermen 2.driver for tourist vans 3. tauke for shops on the isle...

a warm welcome for us

the Dutch Fort during the war

took tis pics frm a house near the fort...din reli noe the purpose of tis house~~juz felt tat it's very nice so took pic of it^^

At the FuLinGong:

actually there's a miniature Great Wall back there up the hill, but i'm just to lazy to climb up der, hehe~~

Last but not least, the beaches of Pangkor:

Very much thanks to Pastor, we had a great and wonderful trip!!! my goodness...the meals are trully exceptional!!! We had plenty of seafood, and i had the most softshell crab in my life!!! ahahhaha~~~

P/S: This trip only consist of me and mum bcoz dad was at work and bro was at his school~~lalalalalala~~

24年的相亲相爱

阳历的9月9号，
象征着你们结婚24个年头了~~~
一路走过了风风雨雨，
经历了人生最荣华也有最低落的时候。。。
但是，不管当初吵得有多凶闹得有多厉害，
还是一起携手走过了。。。
现在一切总算安定了下来，
虽然我不能常常陪在你们身边，
但是希望你们俩老要好好照顾自己，
不要太为了我俩操心了。。。

农历8月14，
才是你们真正的周年纪念。。。
不偏不倚，
家里人们选择了那天来火锅聚餐。。。
在这个有纪念价值的日子里，
我不能陪在你们身边，
却是和我这里的朋友们在一起。。。
你们的party，
会因为没了我，而显得有所缺少吗？？？
而独留我一个人在这里，
这个周末的聚餐，我会快乐吗？？？
还是把泪水和汤喝，当调味料呢。。。
最近真的想家想得好凶。。。
少了你们的日子里，
再快乐，也显得缺了意义。。。

mum oh mum...again...

ever since i changed to tis DG50 call plan, i'd called home more and more frequently, almost once a day, more than 30min...woah...tat's quite a lot k...but i juz cant help to miss them^^i cant imagine how it would be if ltr i manage to change my mum's line to my suplimentary line, then it would be like we'll hang on the phone even if we dun talk,haha...

WORST OF ALL!!!
guess wat's my mum's favourite place to chat with me???
TOILET!!!
man...tat's so NOT COOL k...
bcoz she's alwiz busy with her tuition classes, so she has no time to talk to me sometimes...
after ending all her classes, she'll be damn tired ady...
so her only free time, is in the TOILET!!!
and everytime we end our conversation by...
"sorry gal, i have to go wash up ady, gotta hang up,chat nx time..."
and everytime i was like, U CALLED ME IN THE TOILET AGAIN???????????
sweat la mum...

and laz9, she purposely called me juz to ask sumthin tat reli zhadou...

"hey gal, u got watch tat taiwan drama o not?? 830-930 one..."

"mum, i got no tv here la, wat show is tat??"

"ei?? i remember laz time got tv one ar...oh ya hor, tat's in ur hostel..."

"yealar...so wat's up with tat drama??"

"oh, u noe, it's bout basketball one, and tat guy called 'Shen Ruo He' hior, very en tao leh!!! find a boyfren like tat la..."

"......"

"he's much better than ur 5rapist!!!"

"OMMA!!!!!! he's not better than my boys, and they do not look like rapist la TOT"

"they definitely look very much like rapist, look so garang..."

"......"

"if i'm still young huh, i'll definitely go after tat Shen Ruo He!!!"

"omma!! why u so beh pai seh one, old ady sum more ki hiao"

"where got, i say IF i'm still young ma,i noe i'm old, tat's why i ask u to go find la..."

"so u purposely call to tell me tat tis guy look very cute???"

"yealar,tot u got watch, mai call u to tell u, find a bf like tis lo"
"u see, i planned properly for u ady one leh, i told u not to find a bf during secondary time, find in uni, so u see, now is the best time la~~"

"where got like tat one, tis things can plan one meh"

"can la...aiyo, u so sat bai la..."

"omma, ur daughter so pretty, u scared no ppl wan meh"

"u see, the only thing u inherit frm me is ur gao bin poi"

"yealar, like mother like daughter ma...hahahah..."

"so when u wanna find me a son-in-law jek??"

"......" how come so fast she turn bac to tis topic =.=|||

"u alwiz postpone and postpone, now uni u say wait u LI, ltr LI u say wait Master, when Master u'll say wait PhD, ended up, when can i see my son-in-law???"

"see lar see lar"

"alwiz like tis one...cheh...i go bac to my drama 1st liao la"

such a speechless and sweating conversation...people, tis is my mum~~~

同手同脚--给我最爱的你

温岚-同手同脚

还记得 小小年纪
松开我的手迷失的你
在人群里 看见你一边哭泣 手还握着冰淇淋

有时候 难过生气
你总有办法逗我开心
依然清晰 回忆里那些曾经有笑有泪的光阴

我们的生命先后顺序 在同个温室里
也是存在在这个世界 唯一的唯一

未来的每一步一脚印
踏着彼此梦想前进
路上偶尔风吹雨淋
也要握紧你的手心

未来的每一步一脚印
相知相惜相依为命
别忘记之间的约定
我会永远在你身边陪着你！

还记得 小小年纪
松开我的手迷失的你
在人群里 看见你一边哭泣 手还握着冰淇淋

有时候 难过生气
你总有办法逗我开心
依然清晰 回忆里那些曾经有笑有泪的光阴

我们的生命先后顺序 在同个温室里
也是存在在这个世界 唯一的唯一

未来的每一步一脚印
踏着彼此梦想前进
路上偶尔风吹雨淋
也要握紧你的手心

未来的每一步一脚印
相知相惜相依为命
别忘记彼此的约定
我会永远在你身边陪着你！

OH..
未来的每一步一脚印
踏着彼此梦想前进
路上偶尔风吹雨淋
也要握紧你的手心

未来的每一步一脚印
相知相惜相依为命
别忘记彼此的约定
我会永远在你身边陪着你！

现在我唱的这首歌曲
给我最亲爱的弟弟
在我未来生命之旅
要和你同手同脚的走下去

in times of need...

after 2 mths bac here...finally,i brokedown...
mis home A LOT!!!!
yea yea, go ahead, u guys can call me a mummy's gal, couldnt care less...
i reli miss them alot...
especially during times like tis...

even though i'm alwiz the LazMinuteQueen, yet i'm somehow in ways worried bout my exams...
sherwynne used to be tat coolest type in the exam hall...
couldnt care less even if i cant manage to finish up my syllabus and juz go straight into the exam hall, yet still pass with flying colours...
since when i'd grew so chicken...
where'd tat cool scorpio gone...
i...duno...

i'd been worried for my statistic's midterms for days...
i'm expecting my statistics midterm and entrepreneurship QUIZ for today...
yet, by the end of laz nite, i got the news tat my QUIZ might somehow turn into a MIDTERM!!!!
WTF!!!
tat's a diff btw 1chapter and 6chapters k~~
how am i gonna finsih it all up, 2subjects, in one nite???
and the statistics is alwiz the freaking exam i hated so much yet alwiz unavoidable...
if i get to noe it's proved all juz rumours, den i'll curse those ppl who spread the rumour!!!!!
if it's proved right, den it's my fault den...for not listening to you smart ppl *heh*

reli THANKS alot to Jeffu and Daddy, u guys reli helped to calm me down alot^^it's reli touching tonoe tat u guys care...and THANKS to Cheong for ur concern...(sorry Cheong if i gave u a GREAT BIG SHOCK juz now...haha...he saw me crying and he was stunned...)

most IMPORTANTLY, THANKS TO MY DEAREST BRO, EUGENE who is alwiz der to support me in wateva i do...right or wrong, he'll forever stand by my side...he's the one who reli gave me the comfort and support^^MUAKZ~~i wanna call mum, but she's surely asleep ady since 2mr stil got class, so i called bro...he reli gave me the strength and he's never the one who will say things like"wat for u cry for matters like tis oh???"/"Like tis oso cry, haiyo" NO, he'll NEVER do this to me...he's the one who will alwiz say, "cry it out, sis, cry it out, u'll feel better..."/"no worries, no matter wat happens, u'll alwiz hav me, mum and dad by ur side...never feel tat u're alone k..." i reli LOVE him and MISS him lotz~~~

i guess, tis is the main reason i'm spoilt...
with the abundant love mum, dad and bro shower me...
hell yea, i've got ppl to spoil me...SO???

mum oh mum...

After attending the seminar for biotech saturday,
i realise tat, i stil can achieve my ambition of being a lawyer even though now i'm pursuing biotech,
other than tat, i stil hav many interesting choices ahead...
and so, i'd decided to pursue my studies until PhD b4 i step into the working society...
so, of course i called home to discuss it with my mum^^
and her respond stunned me~~

1st call: i called her and told her everything, and she answered "ok ah, go ahead lo, we're not waiting for ur money, but if u can get a scholarship den tat's best la...blah blah blah...plus some gossiping,hehe"

2nd call: she called bac after several hours..."hoi, i count count count, u need at least 6-8 more yrs leh, den when u come out, mai lou gu po ady lo???!!! if u got a boyfriend now ady den i wont care la, but den u're stil single leh, til the time u get ur PhD, who dares to go after u some more??? blah blah blah...blah blah blah..."

out of everything, she's worried bout tis??!! my oh my...my cute mum...haiyo...den the whole call she kept bugging me for stil being single at the age of 21...wei, wat's wrong with tat...no ppl wan ur daughter ma, wat to do~~

erm...but honestly, i understand why she's so worried...since secondary school, my mum already got dozens of boyfriends (amazing huh) so to her, her daughter stil being single til now is totally unacceptable~~plus she knew tat frm the age of 7/8, der're already guys coming after me...so being single til now, she thinks tat it's bcoz her daughter is choosy...hmm, i ain't choosy la, i'm juz looking for the right person ma...tis kind of stuff, cannot cincai one leh...u tot buy vege in the market meh...haiyo...gotta think of sumthin to stop her frm bugging me anymore~~~