old ones are simply the best...

i'd never ever been so regretful for my decision of coming over here...so many "if i would have been..."

it's simply because, there's no one over here who can really understand me...
the people other than my family members who understand me real well, are all back in west malaysia...yet distance had torn us further apart...but i really miss them lots...they know what i'm good in, they support my every action, and they won't lecture me based on their own thoughts...

i really HATE being LECTURED by people, based on what they THINK it's correct...hey, don't you know that things u think, might not be necessarily right or it might not imply for every single soul in this whole wide world??? don't ever emphasize to me bout how RIGHT you are, and how WRONG am i...hate this kind of EGOISTIC and KIASU people...it just shows that how weak you are, and how low is your self-esteem as you need to make others feel that oh yea, they are wrong and you are right so as to make yourself look better...*sniff* hell yea, whatever, who cares...you want to expose your own weakness and your wounds to the world, why stop you...

no one will talk to me like this back in the old times...i just simply miss my old pals...even though drifted apart by distance and time, yet u guys are still the best^^every little move, and you guys can know my next move...lao ng, lao boon, lao yang, lao gie, lao oh, lao teh, lao koay, lao liew, XL, beekee etc...LOVE YOU GUYS^^missed the times when we used to spend valentine's together in a small apartment...countdown together...had fun in the party at gurney...had some drink at the bistro...study and chatting non-stop in class...the new year BBQ in oh's house that we'll never miss...hanging out in malls before our tuition classes...and i'll never ever forget the surprise party you guys throw me during my last day in PCGHS...i didn't cry that time, but i cried everytime i think back of those wonderful moments...

time won't stop for me,
distance won't close up for me,
life moves on without me,
yet the friendship and the memories stay forever!!!

RollerCoaster-MoodSwings

now let me narrate to you my life in this few days...
there are humongous UPS&DOWNS~~

DOWN
1stly, a bit tension for my technique of microbiology midterm...
UP
but as it passed, i felt excited other than relief, because i know how to answer!!!!!! even though i might not get full marks, but I'm sure it'll be an A~~

DOWN
my extremely sun-shiny-mood only lasted not more than 36hours, and here came another STUPID RUMOR about our entrepreneurship midterm(it should have been a quiz)...i was already very extremely tension with my statistic midterm on the same day, and now people kept telling me tat the quiz is going to turn into a midterm...endep up i couldnt cope with the stress and had a temporary breakdown...
UP
thus, after confirmed tat there's not even a quiz in the entrepreneurship class, i'd declared that i will curse those bloody people and their bloody mouth for spreading those bloody rumours...yet, i didn't do so, because God says, we should learn to forgive and forget...ok...next up, my statistic midterm...out of the 4Qs, i can answer 3, and as to why i couldn't answet the 4th, that's because none of us know that the 4th chapter is included in this midterm...so, juz let it be...i'm already very relieved because i can answer the 3Qs^^

UPUP
in a sun-shiny-mood again^^whatever i'm always worried about, had gone better than i thought^^well, and i got invited by a bunch of nice friends for a movie marathon!!! YIPPY!!! love u guys, reli made my nigth~~hehe...

DOWN(disappointed)...and...UP(pissed off)
but, people kind of couldn't stand me in a bright mood, i just don't understand why...once i reached home, someone have to blast me with some negative stuff, WHAT THE HECK!!! now this is how the whole story goes:

a friend of mine had made a deal with me that we're going for hiking every weekend...i had booked my time for her because i promised not to let her down...yet how things went on?? the 1st week, she couldn't make it because she was unfit, of course i could understand that and thus i went with my housemates...it was real fun, and i'm glad they too love the place^^this week, another fren of mine(F), asked me to join along their gang for hiking too, he's the one who'd 1st brought and introduced me to the place~~(it's really a very peaceful land with very nice view, that's why i fell in love with it) but i had rejected him, because i told him i am going with another friend and it's already made into a weekly deal...of course, that caused me to be "ngor" by him for didn't ask him to come along, because he'll always ask me along whenever they're going...yet i know that my friend didn't get along well with him, thus i can't bring the two of them together~~but let's guess how it ended up?? laz nite, i called my friend to confirm with her whether our hiking trip still on, her answer seems reluctant and she asked me can we change it back to jogging in our uni in the evenings...i was a bit pissed off because i purposedly rejected people's invitation and yet i'd been turned down by the one i thought will never turn me down...yet...whatever then...i kept cool and told her i can't make it because our time really couldn't match~~after that, i had to call back to F and ask him whether can i join them for the hike, because i really eagerly wanted to go yet i couldn't go alone right...he's kind enough not to mention bout me turning him down and now going back to him when the other one turned me down...and so, i THOUGHT that this matter ends here...yet when i came bac from my movie marathon, someone gave me a shocking news: the reason that friend didn't want to go hiking is because of F is going along with us, thus she asked the someone whether she want to join her for a hike...WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS GOING ON!!!!!! you're turning me down and turn to someone else yet you're saying it's TOTALLY MY FAULT??? FINE!!! WHATEVER!!! UP TO YOU!!! totally pissed off, and totally do not want to talk bout it anymore~~people just can't seem to give me a break...bloody hell

in times of need...

after 2 mths bac here...finally,i brokedown...
mis home A LOT!!!!
yea yea, go ahead, u guys can call me a mummy's gal, couldnt care less...
i reli miss them alot...
especially during times like tis...

even though i'm alwiz the LazMinuteQueen, yet i'm somehow in ways worried bout my exams...
sherwynne used to be tat coolest type in the exam hall...
couldnt care less even if i cant manage to finish up my syllabus and juz go straight into the exam hall, yet still pass with flying colours...
since when i'd grew so chicken...
where'd tat cool scorpio gone...
i...duno...

i'd been worried for my statistic's midterms for days...
i'm expecting my statistics midterm and entrepreneurship QUIZ for today...
yet, by the end of laz nite, i got the news tat my QUIZ might somehow turn into a MIDTERM!!!!
WTF!!!
tat's a diff btw 1chapter and 6chapters k~~
how am i gonna finsih it all up, 2subjects, in one nite???
and the statistics is alwiz the freaking exam i hated so much yet alwiz unavoidable...
if i get to noe it's proved all juz rumours, den i'll curse those ppl who spread the rumour!!!!!
if it's proved right, den it's my fault den...for not listening to you smart ppl *heh*

reli THANKS alot to Jeffu and Daddy, u guys reli helped to calm me down alot^^it's reli touching tonoe tat u guys care...and THANKS to Cheong for ur concern...(sorry Cheong if i gave u a GREAT BIG SHOCK juz now...haha...he saw me crying and he was stunned...)

most IMPORTANTLY, THANKS TO MY DEAREST BRO, EUGENE who is alwiz der to support me in wateva i do...right or wrong, he'll forever stand by my side...he's the one who reli gave me the comfort and support^^MUAKZ~~i wanna call mum, but she's surely asleep ady since 2mr stil got class, so i called bro...he reli gave me the strength and he's never the one who will say things like"wat for u cry for matters like tis oh???"/"Like tis oso cry, haiyo" NO, he'll NEVER do this to me...he's the one who will alwiz say, "cry it out, sis, cry it out, u'll feel better..."/"no worries, no matter wat happens, u'll alwiz hav me, mum and dad by ur side...never feel tat u're alone k..." i reli LOVE him and MISS him lotz~~~

i guess, tis is the main reason i'm spoilt...
with the abundant love mum, dad and bro shower me...
hell yea, i've got ppl to spoil me...SO???

星光四少~~短叙加趣事

众所周知，我期待这天起到了很久很久！！！
终于，让我看到林宥嘉了！！！！哦耶~~~

我们于当天的5点钟就开始出发了。。。到达1Borneo是大概5.30吧。。。
直奔现场，结果已经有少许人在开始排队了。。。
最令我们惊讶的事，wohwoh居然排在很前面！！！被她雷到 ==lll

所幸的是，等了差不多半个小时，工作人员就“放”我们进场了。。。
然后，就是开始：”等等等等，等等等等”
话说，对于追星一族的我来说，这也不过是家常便饭。。。
不过，以四少的地位来说，要我们等差不多45分钟，实在也说不过去吧。。。
算了，不计较这些，专心投入音乐派对吧^^
话说，对于我来说，他们的演出也算不错了，最炸到的是那个林宥嘉，实在是太太太太太可爱了啦！！！！！！！！！！！！
我的妈呀，他的一举一动，就好像电视上看到的那样抽风。。。
啊哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。
但是那个家恩就一直在泼人家冷水，不停的说宥嘉很“阿伯”=.=

不过话说回来，她确实也很可怜。。。
为了陪我看，还要牺牲自己~~~
怎么说呢？？？
当文康跟我们玩游戏，要我们抢答时，她后面的那位同学，就不断的压着她肩膀来帮助撑起他自己的身子，以便可以让文康看得到。。。哈哈哈哈。。。问题是，家恩并不认识那位同学嘞。。。家恩当即脸黑了。。。更可怕的在后头。。。当文康要选人上台跟四少玩游戏时，那位同学不停把手伸到家恩前边拼命晃，以期让文康注意到她，但是，换来的就是家恩的头不停的被拼命K，哈哈哈哈哈。。。我事后只能无能为力的可怜她，加上无法控制的想笑。。。因为那画面，光想着，就够搞笑了~~~除此之外，还有一件让我们震耳欲聋的事迹~~~大会很“贴心”的嫩拍了很多哨子，结果后边的人一起吹时，我们可怜的耳膜，真的快葬送它那短暂的性命了~~~而那位过分热情的同学，很兴奋的拼命吹呀吹，哨子吹出来的风时打在我脸上的，可想而知，那勺子里我可怜的耳朵有多近！！！难怪过后，出现了短暂的耳鸣~~~

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隔天，我们又出席了他们的签名会。。。
遇到了DoDo和他的一帮朋友。。。
他们还上了电视呢~~~呵呵。。。
有电视的朋友，不要忘了这个星期五，astro的“摆你上台”，可以看到DoDo他们的倩影~~~

上了台，当然就有机会近距离的看他们！！！
以一个花痴的角度来讲，他们4个都好帅哦！！！
天啊。。。什么时候掉这么个男人给我呐~~~呵呵。。。
顺序来说，是先给peter潘裕文签名（他可是4个里面，唯一的左撇子），然后是周定纬，再来是许仁杰。。。到了这里，就有趣事发生了。。。惯例来说，都是签了名，再握手。。。但是因为前面停住了，所以我就卡在周定纬和许仁杰的位置之间。。。人还没动，但是许仁杰签完了，所以他就先和我握手了。。。之后呢，又要等家恩在林宥嘉那里签名（因为她拿的是我的神秘嘉宾专辑，所以只跟前面3位握手，来到宥嘉这里才签名），结果我卡在许仁杰前面的时间加长了很多~~~他看着我笑，我又傻笑回应，结果就这样你看我笑我看你笑 =.=||| 过后跟家恩提起这件事，还被她训了一顿，问我为啥不会好好利用机会跟他说说话。。。我也不懂，那时候脑袋一片空白，就只懂得傻笑。。。呵呵。。。请原谅我的白痴。。。改不掉的了~~~上次看到允浩就这样径直朝着我走来，也是一样，呆呆的看着他，直到尾随的歌迷蜂拥而上，才有点回过神来~~~花痴啊花痴。。。平时嘴巴多多，看到帅哥却又讲不出话来了~~~呵呵。。。无可救药！！！

SM concert~~

it's the annual SM concert again~~
a 5hrs long concert, with the most expensive ticket reaching approximately RM300(in Korea) and RM600(in China), i think it's totally worth it!!!
WHY???
where can u find a concert which will long for 5hrs(and it will b extended based on fans' demand), extremely close with ur favourite stars, and the most wonderful of all, it's involving ALL the SM artists, which are among the HOTTEST stars in Korea nowadays, such as: BoA, TVXQ, Super Junior, The Grace, Girls' Generation, Jang Li-In and SHINee...WOW!!! only the names are enough to attract a huge crowd k...

why why why???
why is it not brought into m'sia???
it will b a blast!!!
why are we a poor country if compared to Thai???
why do Thai alwiz manage to invite the korean stars der but we're not able to do the same...
WAEYO!!!!!!!! *sob sob**tissue jusaeyo*
aih...dun wanna talk bout it anymore...
juz wanna share with u guys some hot moments frm the concert...
(wanted to share some pics with u guys...
but it seems tat the server is extremely slow 2day...
well...i giv up~~)

it's reli wonderful when all the artists come together...it's literally a family party!!!
when TVXQ came 2gether with SuJu, u can feel the fans are united too...
i duno whether u can get wat i mean, but it's reli touching to share the love...
i'm a Cas and u're an ELF, but we came along together bcoz our idols get along,
it's juz exactly like a family...how i wish i had the chance to witness tis moment...

but, sumthin i wanna say...
JUNG YUNHO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
next time, wear ur clothes properly...
a singlet is meant to be put onto ur body to cover it up,
so stop pulling ur singlet to the back and reveals everything!!!!!!!!!
if i was der, i would have fainted due to excessive bleeding!!!!!
my oh my, the 1st thought i have watching u take off ur clothes,
is tat HOW CAN A MAN BE SO PERFECT??????
u can dance, u hav the charisma, u hav the looks, u hav the figure, u literally hav EVERYTHING!!!!!!!
but u PABO!!!!!! why do u have to give me so many shocking news tat i seemed to grow fed up???

and MA SIWON!!!!!!!!
go cut ur hair la plz...
u look like a Chinese ancient warrior...
along with kyuhyun and donghae...
haiyo, u guys stayed in China too long ady isit???
or u're jealous tat i admire the Jet Li in the mummy3 for being so yeng and u wanna show me u can be like tat too???
it's summer leh, so hot!!! haiyo...
but all in all, u're a better kid than tat jung pabo...
staring at HeeChul kissing SungMin, haha...thank god u're loyal enough not to join in their craziness...tat two muz hav been too lonely since their hubbies are in China with u,haha...u must have been headache bout how to tell ur HanKyung hyung and KyuHyun dongsaeng bout it huh...hehe...

aih...
somehow, i still felt heartache not being able to attend tis wonderful party...
lucky China and Thai fans who get to witness tis ltr...
the one i wanna watch most, is the whole SM Town singing Let's Go On A Trip 2gether,
it muzt have been a blast!!!!!
but...aih...aaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhh...
*continue sobbing**more tissue jusaeyo*

mum oh mum...

After attending the seminar for biotech saturday,
i realise tat, i stil can achieve my ambition of being a lawyer even though now i'm pursuing biotech,
other than tat, i stil hav many interesting choices ahead...
and so, i'd decided to pursue my studies until PhD b4 i step into the working society...
so, of course i called home to discuss it with my mum^^
and her respond stunned me~~

1st call: i called her and told her everything, and she answered "ok ah, go ahead lo, we're not waiting for ur money, but if u can get a scholarship den tat's best la...blah blah blah...plus some gossiping,hehe"

2nd call: she called bac after several hours..."hoi, i count count count, u need at least 6-8 more yrs leh, den when u come out, mai lou gu po ady lo???!!! if u got a boyfriend now ady den i wont care la, but den u're stil single leh, til the time u get ur PhD, who dares to go after u some more??? blah blah blah...blah blah blah..."

out of everything, she's worried bout tis??!! my oh my...my cute mum...haiyo...den the whole call she kept bugging me for stil being single at the age of 21...wei, wat's wrong with tat...no ppl wan ur daughter ma, wat to do~~

erm...but honestly, i understand why she's so worried...since secondary school, my mum already got dozens of boyfriends (amazing huh) so to her, her daughter stil being single til now is totally unacceptable~~plus she knew tat frm the age of 7/8, der're already guys coming after me...so being single til now, she thinks tat it's bcoz her daughter is choosy...hmm, i ain't choosy la, i'm juz looking for the right person ma...tis kind of stuff, cannot cincai one leh...u tot buy vege in the market meh...haiyo...gotta think of sumthin to stop her frm bugging me anymore~~~

confused...

is it tat our new generations spent too much time on9 in forums and games tat caused their general knowledge to be in a state whereby i feel pity for them???

wtf...juz a simpel question and it causes ppl to used up almost 300 replies and stil dey cant reach a final desicion???

Q: What is the other language beside English and Chinese which is used in the opening ceremony of the Olympic Games???

A: French

Simple as that!!!!
let me explain why dey hav to use up 300 posts...

Other than French,most some of them answered Greek。。。
why?? bcoz tat's the origin of Olympics and so to show respect they're using Greek..
my goodness,my dear,dun be so sure when u duno the answer k...
and those ppl sum more need to bash others for answering French and ask them not to mislead others (while dey're doin so demselves)...

Another common answer given, is Spanish,as it is a popular language in the Europe...
well...i dun blame u,but tat's not the correct answer...

next, we have the Esperanto, Hebrew, Russian, and even some1 answered, it's Standard English...wtf!!! tis person says tat, the 1st language is Standard International English, then American English, den Chinese...*i'm so fainting*

the official language for Olympics, is French and English...and the Father of the Modern Olympics Baron Pierre de Coubertin is a also Frenchman...
so everytime during the Games, French comes 1st, followed by English and then the host country's mother tongue...even in the United Nations, French is an important official language and documentations are kept in French...

and tat's y, i chose French^^

Simply AMAZING+IMPRESSIVE!!!!!!

i went on and korek out the scenes i'd missed out during the opening ceremony~~~
i must say, i was tremendous!!!!!
the footprint firework is so NICELY DONE!!!!
it reli looked like it's moving towards the stadium~~
and the drum (i duno wat it's called) performance, is simply IMPRESSIVE!!!!
i dropped my jaws and i cannot yell out,bcoz my roommies are in their sweetest dream ady...
it's like,WTH!!!! how can dey done it so PERFECTLY!!!!!!
the COUNTDOWN~~~wooohoooo...it's juz a wonderful and eye-catching performance...
and the FIVE RINGS FIREWORKS which are not shown in the tv!!!!!
it's so beautiful...my oh my...i'm out of my words ady...

and most IMPORTANTLY!!!!
the part where LiNing ran around the stadium hung up by the wire,
it's not a mistake or a miscalculation when he ran b4 or cant catch up with the scroll!!!
it's juz ARRANGED!!!!!
and i was wondering when they took good care of all the small details,
how can they ignore tis important part???
now i noe...
the part where he's running b4 the scroll, symbolised the China in history whereby they lead the world in hands of the majestic Emperors...
and the part where he falls behind, is whereby China lost its lead to foreign invasion...
den the part where he lightens the torch,symbolised the China today which had caught up with the world's footsteps and is currently growing strong bonds with the world~~~
how TOUCHING it is!!!!!

GO CHINA!!! GO BEIJING!!!
YOU RAWKZ~~~

PROUD TO BE A CHINESE^^

even though we missed the 1st half an hour of actions...
yet the rest of the show did managed to make our jaws drop too...
it's juz simply AMAZING+MESMERIZING+IMPRESSIVE!!!!!!!!

the Chinese always owns the most colourful and abundant culture in its homeland...
so it's not hard for them to find the most impressive stunts to impress the world,
but it's tough for them to choose which ones are to be picked...
the beautiful culture of China has juz tells it all...
they have hundreds, or mayb even thousands of different ethnic in the largest country of the earth...
they owns the very unique and captivating traditions...
they have a very strong sense of pride for their homeland...

the wonderful Dynasties of China, had brought us bac into memory of its wonderful histories...
the Yang GuiFei which is one of the Four Beauties in China's history is given a new life...
and the Pillars of Dragon, is simply marvellous...
the Globe idea for the One World One Dream theme song, is so brilliant and i cant keep my mouth shut for few seconds, bcoz i was too mesmorized by their acts and stunts...
dey made it look like the real globe and everything's so beautiful with the faces of kids from all around the world...

the ShaoLin's TaiJi stunt is simply amazing too!!!
how can they b trained to be so disciplined and so tidy??!!
it's like everyone's moving in the exact same rhythm!!!
woh...totally speechless...

the march in of the contingents took a long time and we're all a bit bored but tat's the tradition,nthg China can do bout it...

the most amazing stunt was kept last...
and i guess all of u noe wat i'm talking about...
THE TORCH LIGHTING CEREMONY!!!
it's juz...WOW!!! we're like clapping our hands off when we saw it!!!
it was so well hidden tat no1 noticed its location b4 tis...
good job and well done by LiNing,as in his age,he stil have the stamina to round the stadium b4 doing the "ChangErBenYua" stunt to ignite the torch~~~
tat moment,we're all touched, and we're proud to be a descendent of the Chinese culture...
we're simply pleased for the PERFECT NIGTH that ZhangYiMou had brought us^^he say ROMANTIC is the main point,and YES,we can fell it!!!!

oh ya,not forgetting my all time favourite~~~the FIREWORKS!!!
as the inventor and largest exporter for fireworks,China did a GREAT JOB on tat!!!!
i especially LOVE the Smiley Faces...haha...dey're juz so CREATIVE!!! OMG...can anyone do better than tis??? i think the English muz b pressured to see China's ability to pull off a GREAT SHOW!!!!

ALL IN ALL, WELL DONE CHINA AND THE CHINESE!!!!!
and all the best to our M'sian contingent, GET US SOME TASTE OF THE GOLD MEDALS YA!!!

catching the 2008 Beijing Summer Olympics Opening Ceremony live...c'est difficile T.T

the whole house ended up in McD to watch the opening ceremony of the 2008 Beijing Summer Olympics...we initially decided to go Farvis,but bcoz KY was ill, so we decided to eat at McD so tat she could at least have some porridge (bubur ayam McD,haha~~) who noe tat gal ended up eating chicken foldover and her sickness got worst =.=

the process of us watching the live telecast of the opening ceremony didnt went smotth AT ALL!!! the 1st thing we did once we stepped into McD is to assure tat they will air the opening ceremony there...so all the way long we're watching 811 hoping for the opening scene to pop up anytime after 8...but tat didnt happen and so we called upon the staff to change the channel...yet ltr on we found out tat the astro subscription in McD doesnt include the Olympics package (dey only got sports and music package)...so we cant find the channel 816...

so we'd decided to turn to the local channels...we thought tat 8tv has the live telecast,but again,we're wrong...so we decided to stay tuned for tv1,even though it would be half and hour later and we're so gonna miss the 1st half an hour...since we're already late for the 08:08:08 opening,so we dun mind anymore as long as we can watch it!!! but the staff told us they dun hav the channel 101...i almost burst out in foul language man,phew,tat was close!!! so we talked the staf into the matter,we told him tat since they got 8tv,dey muz hav tv1 too,bcoz those are in the basic packages...so the staff with the walkie-talkie inform the other person to change the channel...yet it's like dey duno how to use the decoder =.= kek sei ar~~finally,it's like every single soul present at the scene are counting down the channels together with the staff,and we're like STOP!!! when it reaches tv1,phew...

so we thought everything went well, den suddenly when the M'sian contingent is going to parade,suddenly,the tv changed channel!!! WTF!!! it's like we're waiting for the moment and dey ruined it!!! we know it's bcoz they already juz subscribed to the Olympics channels and dey try to turn to the new channel...but...it din end up well so we asked them to juz PLEASE turn bac to tv1...and so it goes on SMOOTH until the end,the stupid tv1 cut the final fireworks scene...cis...the marching in of the contingents part is reli a bit boring la,but stil ok lo,i pity the volunteers who are waving beside...dey muz be trully exhausted to be cheerleading for a continuos 1 hr and 15 min and waving for 204 countries...woohooo...you go girls!!!

but tat's not sumthin bad,tat allows us to send tat stubborn KY to hospital asap...she insisted on finishing the whole live telecast b4 she's willing to be sent to a doctor...it's reli sweet when we find out tat our male houssies are tailing our car to send KY to hospital when they can actually go home 1st...how nice of them^^MUAKZ~~

after she got treated...we went home and camwhore for a while as we'd purposedly dress ourselves up in the colour of the Fuwa!!! haha...lets's c the photos~~

tis is the original Fuwa

and these are the fake Fuwa,hehe...
Form left: Aunty (BeiBei), Elsa (JingJing), baby (HuanHuan), KY (YingYing) and Mummy (NiNi)

home sweeat home^^

i juz love tis house of ppl~~

YOGA IS COMING!!!!

yeeha~~~
i'd gone mad since yesterday i went to 1boreno and found out tat the four finalists frm the "Chao Ji Xing Guang Da Dao" are coming to 1borneo!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!
those who noe me,shd noe tat i loke Yoga very very much indeed...
he's so CUTE!!!! and his voice, totally IRRESISTABLE~~~
he's extremely ADORABLE k~~~

i stil remember Yoga was going to Penang for the 988Live Concert on 12th July...
yet i'd book my flight ticket to come bac Sabah on the 2nd due to jobs during MSM~~
i was so upset tat my mum ended up offers to sponsor my new flight ticket on 13th July, sum more asked me to skip one week class...hehehe...OMMA, I LOVE U so so MUCH!!!!! u reli spoilt me~~kekeke...(actually she's juz not willing to let me come bac so early,of course la,half yr only go bac once...i miss her much too *sobsob*)
but i wanna live longer (Miss Pres will kill me 99 if i reli not coming bac for MSM,hehe), so i very unwillingly rejected my mum's offer...*bang wall*

THANK GOD!!!! he loves me so much, tat he gave me yet another chance~~*hopping all ard*
i was totally thrilled when i saw the news wei...
so...2day,me and ky directly went to 1borneo to register the trendy card,shun bian grab woh's specs...by doing so,me and KY each get a tix for the music show, and Woh got SEVEN!!! bcoz her spec costs RM370, with every purchase of RM50, u're entitled to 1tix...and i've to thank KY much for willing to accompany me tis siao po,haha^^MUAKZ~~

juz cant wait for them to come~~practising the songs 99 everyday...looking 4ward ^^ until my neck long long~~

in total we've got 9tix~~

and tis is how my trendy card looks like...next time go VIP toilet,FREE!!

如果你喜欢了一位偶像 （续）

如果你喜欢了一位偶像，请你一定要去看一场他的演唱会，
亲自去，要亲眼看看他，好好看看他。

我，做到了。。。也深刻的体会了这句话的意义。。。
人，永远都不会知道明天会发生些什么事。。。
很多事情，不要等到遗憾了才来后悔。。。
就算我明天就离开人世，我，也是不带任何遗憾的^^
我已经见过哥哥们了。。。
而且，在看到允浩的那一瞬间，哭得稀里哗啦的，像个大孩子一样。。。
也许，就是一份悸动吧，平时只能在电子荧幕上看到的人，此刻，就站在你面前。。。
而同时也深刻的体会到，他们，也不过就是与我年龄相仿的孩子们而已。。。
但是他们所要承受的，却远比我重的太多了。。。

如果你喜欢了一位偶像，请你一定要让妈妈知道，
因为妈妈是最爱你的人，而你也深爱着他。

这一点，我也做到了^^
妈妈是最爱我的人，也是我最好最亲密的朋友。。。
我的一切，她当然要知道~~
从小我就是个疯狂追星族，但是妈妈从来都不会阻止我。。。
反正就只是个嗜好而已，也没有影响我的学业，所以她也就由得我了。。。
反而在经济上，还会支持我呢！！！
不过爱上神起之后，我变了。。。
变得死心塌地，再没有以前那么喜新厌旧了。。。
反而，多了一份踏实的守护，一份坚持的决心^^
妈妈也看到了我的转变，所以就算我把房间贴满他们的海报，她也不多说什么。。。
反正，女儿长大了。。。就随我去吧^^

如果你喜欢了一位偶像，请你一定要为他写一些文字。

这个，我也做到了。。。
凡是有注意我的部落格的朋友，都有读过关于他们的消息吧。。。
很多时候，我的文章都只是一时的感触，有感而发。。。
所以，除了身边的事物，我最常接触的，就是他们了。。。
难免会有很多对于他们的想法。。。

如果你喜欢了一位偶像，请一定为了他更好地学会生活。

除了是上帝让我感觉到真实存在的价值以外，
神起也是我生命观点的重要启发。。。
他们不是那种唯利是图的偶像。。。
贪的，也不过就是想尽办法渣干艺人的经济公司而已。。。
小饼说过，如果仙后为了他们而荒废了学业，那他情愿我们不当仙后。。。
他最希望的，就是我们帮他度过平凡的大学生活，因为那时他毕生不可能完成的愿望。。。
所以，我要学习好好管理自己的生活，才能够好好去喜欢他们^^
为了主为了他们，我会选择更努力的活着。。。

这篇文章，真的说得太棒了！！！
有感而发。。。好像是在说自己一样^^
而里面那个男孩子，好像是很确切地在形容郑允浩！！！
生命没有第二回。。。
只要活得此生无憾，那也不算白活了。。。
等到回天家的那一天，我都会把生命，活得有价值^^不枉此生！！！