well...due to overspending on the 1st two mths bac here...
tis mth i was declared totally broke!!!
u seldom see me in cafes, or any sort of mall activities~~
yea~~remember i wrote a post about how God helped me to get bac my money last sem??? it was when i was out for a movie,and at tat particular time i was almost in the same broke condition...yet suddenly i found a RM50 note inside my pocket~~which i nearly threw it away as garbage...tat time when i discovered that piece of money, the feeling was totally amazed and i praise the Lord for His works!!! in times of need, He alwiz answers my prayer...thank you Lord for being the faithful one all the way long~~
bac to my story now...
well, tis mth, i was thinking, there's no way God could help me anymore~~i checked all my pockets T.T no money found~~and i think of ways that how money could flow in~~yet...i concluded that, tis time, even God could not help me...there is no way money could appear out of nowhere~~this is not how God works...unless i confess to my mum that i'm totally broke, there's no way out for tis mth...i have to bare with it...anyhow, thanks to my mum, i still have a credit card which enables me to shop in Giant for all my groceries and thus i bought dozens of canned food or those that could be easily cooked at home...it's almost as if i'm gonna be grounded for one whole mth...and yet, out of nowhere, the miracle happened today!!! i was totally mesmerized!!!
2mths ago, that time when i was still a bit loaded, i bought a pair of shoes and a photobook costing me over hundred bucks each...i was so frustrated with the service of that particular web shopping site, bcoz 2mths after i placed my order, only i finally manage to receive my photobook last week...yet there's still no news bout the shoes...so got reli pissed off, and so i dealed with one of the person in charge tis evening...this is when the miracle begins~~the shoes had actually arrived earlier on...yet, for certain unknown reason, they lost it...i dun blame them on that reli...but tis is a real weird case...u see, ppl dun juz lost sumthing like tat...and so, the person in charge asked me whether i wan a refund or wait for re-order...i told her re-order as tis website do not allow cash refund...but tis gal told me that, for my case, they allow cash refund!!!i was going like tis 0.0 totally shocked!!! based on my current financial status, i told her directly...yea, thank you very much, i wan the full refund...and so, suddenly, without prior traces, my money came back to me!!!
this really left me speechless for a moment...after that i thoroughly understand that there's no such thing as no way for God...God is God because He is the Almighty, i'm juz a tiny human being and i could not foresee His big plans...this is how God do miracles!!! in ways that we could feel His love, but could never predict...i'd experienced way too many miracles in my life, that i could not love Him enough to pay Him back...even tiny little things that happen everyday are miracles and blessings from God...He blesses me abundantly...i have more than enough in my life...that i could never praise Him enough~~
Thank you Lord for everything U had given me, that U had done for me...i'm a sinner yet i'm still Ur daughter, forever and ever more...thanks for never giving up on me, thanks for being faithful all along, thanks for alwiz being there for me, thanks for giving me such a great and wonderful life, thanks for giving me joy everyday, thanks for being such a good companion, thanks for loving me wholeheartedly...
THANK YOU LORD SO SO SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!!!
IN JESUS NAME,
AMEN.
