Strolling Under the Twilit Sky

~~♥ The Journey of My Life ♥♥ 一步一脚印 ♥~~

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childish~~~

woah~~~someone took my blog extremely seriously and is making a fuss out of it~~~wth~~~this world is going nuts~~~aih, retort for the purpose of retort, so childish la...the problem is, someone just dun get it...i only say all the things that i'd seen with my own rightful eyes...

well, i'm not gonna say anything back~~~whatever la~~~i'd said all that i wanted to say in the previous posts...and i also did mentioned that everything's alwiz fine after i get a good sleep~~~and...it happened like days ago??? why do we have to look so far back~~~i'd forgetted about that pun~~~

so...k lar...case closed~~~

THE AMAZING CASSIOPEIAS^^


The Korean Cassiopeias are simply AMAZING!!!
i love the way they co-operated and were so united~~~
when can we see this in M'sia???
i reli do hope that we're gonna have a con in M'sia!!!
then we can prove to the world that we M'sian fans too can be united in one and create a red sea of love~~~
TVXQ! FIGHTING!!!
Cassiopeia FIGHTING!!!
MY-TXVQ! FIGHTING!!!

judging a book based on its cover

well...sometimes...ppl juz like to judge others based on wat they see...i dun blame them though...that's the norm of our lives...even i do that too at times...but, why do someone that we dun even knw wana judge us, well, tat's the question~~~kepo gua...haha...i dun care, i dun give a damn...as long as my pals noe who i am, dey noe the reasons to my certain actions, that's more than enough^^

babes and dudes~~thx for ur support all the way long^^love u guys much!!! and i'm glad my life is filled with love from all of u~~~muaks!!!

THE GREATEST BLESSING IN MY LIFE^^

i must admit, other than my frens, the biggest blessing from God in my life, is my family^^dey're all presents from God specially deliverd to me on the day i was born~~sometimes, simple little things they did, can cause me to shed my tears of joy and gratitude...and miraculous enough, everytime someone stepped on my tail, another one will appear to comfort me...this week itself had proven way too much of tis theory...

as u guys can see from my earlier posts, after the first incident took place, one of my best guy friend appeared just in time to make my day...tis time round, my brother juz popped out out of nowhere and almost make me cry T.T i never wonder why, but it seems like the people who had always guided me out of the dark fog, were all guys~~~ok and this story goes like this...

my bro borrowed his friend's line at his hostel room to online and whenever he does tat, he'll come find me to chat~~~(pity him that his own room cant have internet connection due to the absence of a telephone port) and then i was juz randomly asking him why he still dun wana gimme his bank account as i wanted to return him his money...well, honestly, i'm a lousy sis who is a big spender and always spent my holidays back home with him paying all my expenses...so when i get my ptptn, i'd been asking his account for mths so that i can pay him bac yet he's still keep telling me the "owh, i forget"...den i told him if he's not gonna gimme soon, his sis is gonna be broke again very soon...den he straight away say no need ady la,keep it, give u la...wei, it's like hundreds leh, and he's juz on loan like me, not tat he's working ady...den oklor~~~we continue talking bout how i actually manage to make myself broke every sem, den i mentioned bout my prom nite is coming real soon...still wondering whether o not to set up my hair and get professional make up...den he straightly pop out tis sentence that make me gam dong to death!!!

"i send u RM100 enough bo??"

wei...i din even think of asking money from him wei...and it's my prom not his...he straightly ask me enough o not and not tat i wan o not T.T gamdong sei ngor la~~~sometimes, it reli just take a sentence and a heart that is willing to give to touch ppl's heart...i thank God for giving me such a good bro...i always wonder, is he the reason i still dun have a bf til now? bcoz...u noe...it's reli damn hard to find such a good guy like him T.T how i wish my future bf can treat me at least as well as he treats me...it's juz that his mum and sis are too successful in educating such a well-mannered and loving gentleman~~~MUAKS!!! LOVE U MUCH BRO!!!

stupidity has no cure T.T how pathetic

well, i admit that i'm stupid enough to think that there's a cure for stupid people...and by reasoning with them,some day they'll know where they'd done wrong and learn the lesson...well...thank god i'm smart enough to realise that i'm wrong all the way long...stupid people, will only keep on doing stupid things, hang in their stupid perceptions, and mix along with their own stupid frens...no offense to others out der...well i only mean the 3 i mean...bcoz everytime during fluctuations, dey dun have frens to ask for...whether o not the situation is same else where...

it's reli just another fucking evening with the fucking line fluctuating and i'm fuckingly being blamed for it again~~~no big deal...not the first time...the main point here is, when the fucking incident took place, i'm having my dinner outside of the fucking house...with my fucking lappie shut off totally...so...how shall i be blamed for the fucking fluctuation??? shall i always let you all have an eye on my lappie so that you guys would shut your bloody mouth up and start get a bit smarter??? start move on from the fucking perception that line fluctuations are always caused by ME ME ME!!!! ok...chill...i'm again acting stupid as if u guys would understand tis fucking simple fact...

well...i guess i'm too smart for you all...you'd had in u perception that i'm such a smart gal...and i noe the technology to download stuff with my lappie shut off and no current supply to it...i'm gonna b rich very damn soon if i sell this technology out...wat to do...since u guys think that i'm so extremly intelligent, i'll juz take that as a complement la~~~rather than lowering my status and argue with u all...waste my time and energy~~~and i dun wana become stupid too...

so...i learnt not to be angry of the fucking situation anymore...but learnt to feell sympathy for u all...stupid, reli has no cure...pity u guys have to live the rest of ur pathetic lives in ur own little world of idiotic thoughts...the fact that u guys are not much a gentleman, i knew a lot earlier...and honestly, that dun reli have cure too...unless the stupidity and egoness in u guys are cured first...how pathetic that is...i give u all my simpathy whole heartedly...

a blessing in disguise^^

well, from my previous post, eveyone knew that last nite i was so pissed off~~~firstly i kena waken up from my dreams to continue on my work~~~somehow it's my fault that i'd forgotten bout the job but i still cant control myself to not feel good as i'm darn sleepy~~~but it's alrite, get on with my work, and then suddenly, modem kena off pula!!! thus tat sparked me off~~~

yet...suddenly, you came to find me for chatting~~~well, u appeared juz in time^^and i thanked god for that...u noe me just too well to divert my attention to my favourite food~~~i realised tis more after the call...that all the way long through our chat, u're juz trying to move away my attention from those guys so that i wont feel so terrible anymore^^having a friend like you is trully one of the best blessings from God...you're just like the angel that God had sent me...even during the time when we used to work together, you're the one that had always given me the energy to hang in der~~~whenever we're together, u always gave me all the positive energy+influence and also bring me laughter all the time^^u're just like the sunshine of my life~~~i'm reli glad that God had brought u to me~~~

THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING MY BEST PAL+BUDDY^^muaks~~~love ya!!!

finally......PISSED!!!

MY ALL TIME MOST "INTELLIGENT" AND "BRILLIANT" HOUSEMATES, ARE SO DAMN ANNOYING!!! THEY RECENTLY HAVE A NEW HOBBY OF LOVING TO SHUT OFF THE MODEM AND DO THEIR OWN THING...

THEY USED TO HAVE A HOBBY OF RESTARTING THE MODEM BCOZ THEY THOUGHT THAT I WAS DOWNLOADING, SO BY DOING SO, THEY THOUGHT THEY COULD SLOW DOWN OR EVEN CUT OFF MY DOWNLOAD...WELL, FYI, RESTARTING THE MODEM DOES NOT AFFECT THE DOWNLOAD AT ALL!!! AND AGAIN FYI...I'M NOT EVEN DOWNLOADING!!!!!!! SO WHAT THE HECK ARE U GUYS SO HAPPY AND SYOK SENDIRI-ING FOR???

OK, FINE...I DUN CARE...EVEN IF U GUYS NEVER ASKED B4 U ALL RESTART, I RELI DUN CARE...SINCE IT'S NOT RELI AFFECTING ME!!! JUZ A SMALL CASE OF RANDOM DC...

BUT, RECENTLY, UR NEW HOBBY DOES PISS ME OFF!!! WHY THE HECK DO U GUYS HAVE TO SHUT OFF THE GOD DAMN MODEM??? IS IT SO FUN??? DID U GUYS EVEN ASKED??? THE LINE IS FLUCTUATING EVERYWHERE RECENTLY, YET U GUYS STILL THINK THAT DOWNLOADING IS THE MAIN REASON FOR THE SLOWED DOWN LINE??? I'D ALREADY FORGIVEN U ALL FOR CHECKING ON MY LAPPIE WITHOUT MY PERMISSION AND IN MY ABSENCE!!! HASN'T THAT PROVEN THAT I'M NOT DOWNLOADING??? AND U GUYS ARE STILL THE PARANOID BUNCH THAT ALWIZ TAKE PERCEPTIONS INTO ACCOUNT EVEN AFTER VIOLATING MY PRIVACY!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!! OR IF THERE IS ANY OTHER REASON FOR THE SHUT OFF THINGY, WHY DIDN'T U ALL TELL ANYONE OF US BOUT IT??? SHUTTING OFF THE MODEM AND THEN ATTENDED CLASS LEAVING US WONDERING WHAT'S GOIN ON WITH THE GOD DAMN LINE!!! SHUTING OFF THE MODEM AND WATCH UR OWN MOVIES LEAVING US STUCKED HALFWAY WITH OUR ASSIGNMENTS!!! CONGRATUFUCKINGLATIONS!!! GOOD JOB INDEED~~and last but not least, SCREW YOU!!!

mind u, i'd said wat i wana say...tis is my own blog thus it's also a place for my own sharing...that's it...dun come confront or ask me anything further bout tis...thanks and no thanks~~~

updates on me~~~

FINALLY!!! almost done with my labs~~~phew phew~~~i'd spent weeks in labs ady~~~like wat ida said, lab is almost our second home ady T.T reli damn tiring and frustrating because we just couldn't get the correct result!!! and we're like the pioneer in our class as no one had done til the steps we did, so we only have ourselves to believe in~~~thank god today,we've got our final results, and finally that long-winding lab is OVER!!! yeeha~~~but there are still more to come, more simple ones though~~~so now, i'm just gonna concentrate more on my mid-terms~~~

something to share...the other day, i was rushing my lab report and out of tiredness, i fell asleep~~~guess what??? for a long time i didn't dream of anyone ady...or should i say dream of something that i could keep in mind after i woke up~~~and this time round, I'D DREAMT OF SHINee!!! owh my gawd!!! the memory is reli damn blur when i woke up, it's like i went on a trip with them and we're doing shopping in some sort of shopping mall...and i remember KEY the most!!! bcoz he kept following me everywhere, seems like got something that need my help but i couldn't remember what~~~but, another problem here~~~there's no TaeMin in my dream!!! wth!!! where's my TaeMin baby??? well...the consequences of this dream is that, for the next few days, i'd prayed hard that i would get to continue my dream~~~kakaka...and also, i'd turned my attention to KEY rather than TaeMin!!! OHNO!!! tis is not good!!! but hell yea Key's damn good looking and cool oso!!! dilemma dilemma~~~die die die~~~

and so as to please some curiosity out there~~~my valentine's was spent alone^^well, not reli alone la, juz that the whole day run here run there meeting up with people~~~mayb it's God's great planning that i reli had a great and fun V day even though i didn't planned anything in the beginning~~~bcoz i'm so extremely tired that i'd lost my intention to hang out with my gals~~~rather rest at home when i have the time...but then, as usual, last minute stuff kept popping up and packed my whole Vday~~~from the very morning til the end of the day, i was driving all around town in KY's car hanging out with different people for the whole day long~~~

and the most interesting part is that~~i'd finally visited Rasa Ria Resort!!! it's so damn beautiful man!!! woah hoh~~~since it's my first time there, and i'd fetched a whole car of USM gals+a guy, so it's like no one noe the actual direction~~~yet we'd managed to find the place in time to catch the sunset^^reli damn nice...after spending the evening at beach, a nice coconut pudding is all we need^^extreme refreshness~~~love it!!! and i'm glad the gals+a guy loved it too^^well, even though i might have only met some of u guys for the first time, but gals, i reli had a great evening with u guys!!! and please feel proud of urselves for making it thus far as u guys managed to lose tis close to seniors that had studied more than u guys~~~dun feel ashamed^^u guys did a reli wonderful job!!! i'm trully impressed~~~

and guess what, at night after i'd joined a talk invited by my lovely senior who's now in Korea, i manage to get myself lost in a mountain T.T yet i din feel afraid at all, as God is with me all the way long (
though it's already 11sumthin at nite)~~i'd always had an excellent sense of direction, so i managed to make my way out and head home~~~well, a tiring yet memorable day i had^^

joy and peace to the world and every single soul!!!
I'm a little ELF, living in the SHINee WORLD...
with my best friend KAMILIA, who is always my VIP^^
day by day, we live our WONDERFUL life together~~
yet...deep down in our hearts, we're still waiting for the PRIMADONNA of our lives~~~
at night when we look into the starry sky, we would SONE (make a wish) upon the brightest stars of CASSIOPEIA...
we believe somehow, someday...the TRIPLE S fairy would hear our prayer and bring the right one to us^^

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out of boredness, i'd wrote this short story~~~
just a random piece of crap~~~
those who know what the yellow words stand for, will noe wat i'm trying to crap~~~
kakakaka~~~

now i know~~~

well, as i'd mentioned in the previous post, i've been real bad-tempered for the pass weeks~~well, now i finally got the answer to that!!!

LACK OF SLEEP had costs me my patience!!! seriously...well, at that very moment, i dun feel like talking to anyone, i dun feel like socializing, and even if u asked me sumthin, i'll only answer in my mind...so when someone freakingly demand an answer frm me, tat particular person will get a great one from me...

so, usually the victims are gonna be my coursemates...bcoz early in the morning, dey're the ones i'll see!!! well...i can only warn them, PLEASE DO NOT COME BUG ON ME FOR ANYTHING when u see tat i'm not in a somehow cheerful mood k *wink* and when i dun answer you, dun keep asking to get an answer from me~~u'll only cause an outburst~~~