Strolling Under the Twilit Sky

~~♥ The Journey of My Life ♥♥ 一步一脚印 ♥~~

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天蝎座总是感性的~~
很容易被小小的事物感动~~
小小的一个举动,就足以让我想很多很多~~
直到把牛角钻出个洞来为止才干休~~

感觉昨天上帝在我头壳上轻轻敲了一下~~
把所有的不解和困惑都敲散了~~
有种茅塞顿开的感觉~~
忽然把所有事情都想通了~~
是我往错的方面想了吗??
还是我确实是在正轨之上呢??
无论如何,世事无绝对吧~~
反正未来的事情谁知道呢?
何不趁着还有机会,好好放手一搏呢??
或许可以换来天大的回报呢~~
虽然同样的,反面换来的肯定是无限的伤害~~
不过趁着有生之年,这一注总是要下的吧~~
这样子就算明天就离开人世也至少死而无憾了~~
所以,决定了,把一切押上赌一回吧~~

至少,下了决定之后的我心情是无比的舒服和坦然~~
今天,我很快乐很幸福~~❤

幸福感觉

秋季总给与人一种忧郁的特质~~
昏昏的,沉沉的,闷闷的~~
在秋天出生的我,却独爱秋天带来的阴郁味道~~
这季节里,特容易被身边的事物影响心情~~~
水象星座的人,总跟水一样不定型,很飘忽吧~~

听着身边人的感情事,感受着他们身上的幸福气息,
似乎自己的嘴角也不自觉上扬了~~
这个秋季,总算是充满爱的氛围吧~~
虽然自己还未遇见对的人,
但是总会为身边的人遇上了他们命定的另一半而感到开心~~
啊~~~好舒服的感觉呀~~

再看看钟玄和申世京的新闻~~
看着钟玄为世京提着包包,小心翼翼的呵护她一同逛街的模样~~
太感人了~~!!!
唉咕~~
他们的恋爱谈得真是不容易~~
还要顾上身边所有的流言蜚语~~
静茹说的,爱真的需要勇气~~
身为当红艺人的他们,更需要上倍的勇气~~
他们一定爱的很执着吧~~
才会不顾一切不理世俗眼光抛开所有禁忌也要在坚守一起~~
希望会是长久的一对吧~~
时下年轻人对于感情的态度真的让人不敢恭维~~
但既然爱的这么轰轰烈烈了,希望他们有毅力一同坚持下去吧~~
是真是假,真的交往抑或只是炒作都好,
他们总算为这个秋季添上了一份小小的幸福 ❤

不公平

妈妈经常说,这世界本来就不公平~~
所以从小就学着对一切释怀~~
计较太多也都无济于事~~
不如放开胸怀,以自己的能力之内达到自己所能及的成就~~
不去管别人怎么看,不去计较别人得到的是不是比自己多~~

无论如何,我还是个人……
是个有血有肉有感情的人~~
很多时候事情无法如我所愿,还是会怨会气馁~~
不过通常很快的就可以重拾动力,继续往前冲~~
有时候,给自己透透气的机会,何尝不是件好事~~
或许这样子,生活可以过得更自在些~~

近来发现……这个游戏本来从一开始就不公平吧……
感觉上被宝贝儿说中了一件事情……
庆幸的是我时刻记着宝贝儿的提醒,坚持得挺好~~
至少发现事实的时候,自己也不会太伤……
打从做了决定那天起,就有了释怀的感觉~~
我想,现在……或许……真的是时候放手了……
放开胸怀,去等待下一个机遇吧……。

累……

一整个星期都处于睡眠不足状态……
尤其那一晚因为心痛某人的事而哭了一整晚,
结果隔天肿着一双眼睛去上班 T^T
从那天起,双眼眼袋+黑眼圈越来越严重~~
加上接着几天都睡不好~~
双眼也跟着哼越来越不像话 ToT

趁着周末~~昨晚网路又突然断掉~~
就早早上床睡觉,今天刻意睡得迟迟的不肯起来……
结果就是,身体状况更糟糕了~~
睡眠是补不回来的,睡太多又会造成身体更累……
现在简直是累上加累……

唉咕……人老了就是经不起折腾了……
下个星期真的得要定好上床时间,
一定要死守生理时钟的规律了~~
不然再这样下去,应该不久后病菌又会找上我了 T^T

看着别人的故事……跟着喜……跟着悲……
看得越多,越是对感情没有信心……
人,是多么无情多么可怕的生物……
上一秒钟的承诺,变成下一秒钟的毒药……
上一秒钟的温柔,变成下一秒钟的残忍……
上一秒钟的热情,变成下一秒钟的冷酷……
一个转身,可以把从前的温存变成天大的笑话……
殊不知身后留下的是碎了一地的心和灵魂……

好的男人不是没有,只是我应该没有这种福分遇上……
越是对我好越是令我胆怯……
永远也都会存在猜疑,会不会下一刻猛然醒来一切不过是一场噩梦……
是我对人没有信心,仰或是我对自己没有信心……
往往心中想着踏出第一步试试看……
一抬腿却是往回逃得远远地……
虽然期待,但是更害怕受到伤害……
熟知自己的个性,在感情里我绝对输不起……
一旦爱上就会拼死的往里头栽……
一旦跌伤了,或许就再也不想爬起来了……
我承认,在感情里我是个交白卷的弱者……
不过,我情愿这样也不想考个负数……

直到我有勇气往前迈开步伐的那一天,
就这样独身一个人也不赖吧……。

【转帖】我们,条件不错 - 2010,我们依然单身

我们,条件不错;

我们,年纪也不小了;

我们,想恋爱了;

但是我们还是单身,为什么?

因为我们条件还不错,

所以我们高不成低不就;

我们喜欢的,

要么错过了,

要么已经名花有主了;

喜欢我们的,

总觉得缺少一种感觉.

于是我们报着追求真感情的态度,

寻找爱情,

可是总觉得交际面太窄,

没有办法认识理想的类型;

于是我们报着宁缺毋滥的态度,

自由着,孤单着...

有时候我们想寂寞的时候有个可以想念的人,

有时候我们想孤单的时候有个可以说话的人,

有时候我们想难过的时候有个肩膀可以依靠...

有时候我们以为我们很懂爱情了,

但是也常常问自己爱情到底是什么?

说要现实一点,结果还是败给了“感觉”。

有时候我们说要珍惜,

其实我们正在浪费,

挥霍自己的青春,

浪费自己的感情.

说要定下心来,

结果还是很浮躁.

我们就这样寻寻觅觅、孤孤单单地,

等待缘分到来...

等缘分到来的时候我们老了吗?

天,又开始下雨了

SHOPPING SPREE--wish list--due CNy 2011

this post is dedicated to all the stuff i wish to own by next CNY~~
it's kinda long list, but basically this is the things i wanted so much >.<

(1) that pair of Neckerman slippers
(2) a Sony handycam
(3) Fujifilm Instanx Mini 7X+cartoon films
(4) a new handphone (my convo gift, hopefully~)
(5) a new digicam probably~~(this is not a must as my old one is still functioning properly~)
(6) a new MP3/MP4/iPod (this is also not a must as my old one is unwilling to give up on me, great old Sony with superb quality that it is still going strong after 4yrs)

at the moment, this is it~~
shall add on as time goes by and as my wishes add on XD

on the other hand, these are the things i wished to get my bro:
(1) a Sony MP3/MP4 or preferably an iPod for his convo gift
(2) nice clothes (already bought some directly from Korea!!!)
(3) a pair of new sneakers or a pair of LeBron James Nike Air~~

this is it at the mean time too~~^^
shall add on new stuffs to the list as i come across something i like very much ❤

dawn

and i am here, at this hour of a SUNDAY, reading blogs~~
it had been three full weeks of working....
i was way too exhausted each day to do any other things than check out the forum, my FB, catch some shows, then it's time to go to bed~~
felt a bit left out from the happenings of ppl around me...

thus in this faithful morning,
i juz woke up at tis hour of the day (mayb i'd gotten used to the new work time),
roaming through blogs of ma pals~~
keeping myself abreast on what's going on with everyone else~~
it's nice to read about ppl's feelings in the dark and serene environment~~
it gives me more time to think too...

well...just feels like randomly blah-ing here...
time to head back to bed~~

==break-in==

as usualy, dad picked me up after work today...
but he wasn't wearing the clothes he usually wears at home...
so i asked him and he told me he juz went to the police station~~
seemed like someone tried to break in to my neighbour's house yet she wan caught red handed by dad~~
yea, a S-H-E~~!!!
and what's more, she's only 22 for God's sake~~>.<

dad told me, around 10sumthin this morning,
he was deciding whether to go out or not...
ended up he juz sat in the living room and doing his stuff..
suddenly, he heard a motor slowly driving towards the end of the road...
(P/S: my dad memang kepo a bit one...he alwiz observe all vehicles that pass by our house~~and so he knows all vehicles of our taman's residents very well~~and so he particularly paid attention to this motor since it's not a familiar one)
after a short while, the motor came back and finally stopped at the house juz opposite of mine~~
(this is the house of the Jit Sin High School teacher, Mr Yeoh, who had alwiz tumpang me to school during my F6 year^^)
this girl stood at the gate and pressed the doorbell...she was carrying a very big bag...
my dad was thinking mayb it's Mr Yeoh's friend or relative and is trying to look for him~~
but still, he decided to spy on her through the sliding window~~
after pressing the doorbell for quite some time and with no respond from inside, she decided to force open the lock of the gate...
however, her effort was in vein, and so suddenly she climbed over the gate and got herself into the compound of the house...
at the moment, my dad thought mayb she's trying to pass sumthin to Mr Yeoh's family since she's carrying a BIG bag~~
she walked towards the backyard, yet came back to the front door after a short while...
she was trying to force open the door when the alarm went off~~
she got totally shock and this is when dad decided that this person is no friend nor relative~~
she must be up to sumthin that she's got intimidated by the alarm...
dad grab his keys immediately and rush out to stop her from escaping~~
she's already on her motor when dad caught up, but thanks to her plumpy figure, she's slow~~
dad directly grab her motor keys and lock her motor~~
at that moment, another neighbour, Uncle Heng, rushed to the scene and helped dad to detain her...
dad brought her into our house, lock the door, and leave her on the garden chair while coming into the house to grab his phone...
he wana call Mr Yeoh and tell him bout this whole incident...
however , this girl refused to sit on the chair...she knelt and begged my dad for forgiveness, saying that this is her 1st attempt...
anyhow, this is not up to dad to decide, since it's not our house she's trying to break into...
at this moment, the guard got alarmed and came to my house too...
after that, a member of RELA who lives in our taman also got the news, and ended up a whole pack of RELA members came rushing to our house~~
dad prohibit anyone from reporting this incident to the police and he wanted to ask for Mr Yeoh's opinion~~
(P/S: this girl told my dad that she's trying to look for her teacher when dad asked her what she's trying to do...bother My and Mrs Yeoh are teachers...so dad juz wana confirm whether o not Mr Yeoh knows this girl, and whether or not he wana let her go~~)
anyhow...b4 Mr Yeoh came back...the police had arrived 1st...=.=
those guards had went on to report to the police bout this incident, and the police said that they must bring her back to the station...since dad is the one who had caught her...he has to follow them to the station too...
ended up Mr Yeoh is not going to press any charges...
but since it's a crime she tries to commit, so the police have to detain her for further questioning and also to keep a record...
dad and Mr Yeoh then left here there and went back home...
the guards who went to follow up with the police told them that the pity girl peed her pants while being questioned...
dad showed me a picture of her...
she really looked panicked after being caught...
i suddenly felt really heartache...
feel like crying for this pity girl...
i would not know what to do have i be the one to be caught in this situation...
she is just 22...almost the same age as i am...
i could not imagine the fear she has going through...
she might be at fault, but it really seemed like she must have been really desperate to have taken this step...
i just hope that she will be fine and learn her lesson...

(forget to mention that...the BIG bag that i told u guyz earlier on, guess what's in it~~the guard was asking for her IC yet she said she dun have it...and so the guard was curious what's in the bag if there's not identification documents...ended up...they all got shocked!!! it's a bagful of tools...screwdrivers, saw, etc...in a girl's bag!!!! fuyoh~~)

this incident juz made me realise how blessed i am...
staying in a big comfy house...
do not have to worry bout my meals each day...
do not have to worry bout money...
do not have to worry bout anything other than what to wear, what to eat and what to buy T.T
i feel grateful for the life i have...
and so, i learned to empathize on the lives others struggle to live on...
i really hope that pity girl will be ok.........

回家噜~~❤

回来到现在,日子都过的很充实~~
星期四下机的时候已是晚上了,到外边吃了晚饭,累了,所以就直接回家了~~
一整夜都在unpack东西,又要重新清理一下所有橱柜以空出位置来~~
就这么折腾到了深夜~~
星期五一大早起来陪爸妈一块儿吃自助午餐~~
跟家人在一起的时间,永远都是很愉快的~~^^
吃完之后又回去睡了大头觉,直到晚上才起床~~
确定了明天行程on之后,又赶快准备好上床睡觉了~~
隔天起个大早,梳洗完毕就到auto city跟姐妹们会合~~
今天咱下怡保一日游去!!!

跟老友们聚在一起的感觉真是太棒了!!!
一路上风风雨雨,不过重点在于我们是一起度过的~~
虽然路途有点颠沛流离,不过几个小女生就这么拿着地图自己创的感觉真是很棒!!!
虽然耗尽了体力,不过一整天的心情都非常愉悦!!!
也吃尽了怡保美食~~
要感谢lao teh开车,lao ng当我们的GPS导航系统,liew当了这次的organizer,
而且她真的做足了功课,所有该去的地点都很好的整理出来~~
因而,我、boon和gie gie就是所谓的participant了~~
咔咔咔咔~~

星期日是母亲节,陪着妈妈到处逛,老爸开着车子带我们游车河~~
这种写意的生活真是爽!!!
晚上和叔叔一家带了婆婆一块儿吃晚餐~~
原本的计划是带她到比较高档的中餐厅,
怎知婆婆说超想吃蚝煎、炒河粉、福建炒等这些大排档食物~~
结果我们就去了就近一家爸妈的老相识所开的咖啡室去~~
虽然不是什么高档的食品,但是就这么一家人欢快的吃着午餐,也可以很温馨的~~
最开心的该数婆婆,一整晚都笑不拢嘴,一看到食物上桌就咯咯笑~~
这让我领悟到了,其实简简单单的也可以很幸福~~
或许,幸福原来就只是这么简单(*^__^*) 嘻嘻

到了星期一~~终于难得一天悠闲在家里~~
弟弟出门打工之前正好家里没电,所以姐弟俩有机会好好的聊天玩闹~~
啊~~~这种闹腾的日子最开心了~~

不知不觉,就到了今天了~~
时间过的真是快~~
很快就要过上朝九晚五的生活了 >.<
这个星期一定要玩够够!!!