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Congratulations to my 180th blog post =D
*clap clap*
but it's gonna be a negative post though ><
just gonna talk bout something that had been bothering me recently...
i had posted bout this on my FB wall b4 but i did so in Korean, so i dun think u guys understood it...

here it goes....

when i arrived here back in February 2010, i had no frens, no family, and so my fellow unimates+Malaysian frens were the only ones that i have (besides my lab members, of course) well...recently i find myself hard to fit into the group anymore...yea, the problem might be with me...but i simply do not understand, and do not intend to, and so i chose to leave instead...

i guess it all started with me having more and more frens here, gaining back the momentum like i had back in Malaysia (u guys that know me well surely knows that i'm that type that doesn't only stick to one gang, i have lotsa diff gangs of frens, but there are few that i will really stick to and really take them as ma babes rather than just frens) ok back to the story, i had started getting used to the environment here and my korean had improved a hell lot, which made it possible for me to mingle around with koreans instead of just sticking to my country's frens...and so sometimes schedule clashes, and i spent lesser time with them...

i seriously do not know what went wrong, til the night i accidentaly crashed into their little gathering, which after looking around, seemed like i'm the only one not invited...and as i'd been present right at that spot, no one even opened their mouth to tell me what they're doing or to invite me to tag along...rather, i felt some awkward+embarrassing atmosphere...and so, i just chose to leave with a smile...and thereafter, i don't join in anything they do...i guess u cant blame me for that?? i just don't feel like tagging along with a bunch of ppl that might feel uncomfortable upon my presence~~BESIDES, another story...many times when they had planned something, but bcoz i was either absent or not invited to the occasions of their discussions, i would only know bout their plans last minute...for example, a last minute phone call that goes "hey, we're doing something at somewhere NOW, do you wana come along??" wtf...hell yea i'll join ==

mm hmm,  even though i appreciated our friendship, but no point of making myself unhappy due to others' ignorance rite? and it's not like i do not have any other friends to get along with...so...that's it i guess...ppl chose their paths~~

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thanks for listening (reading)~~
love u guys <3
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