RollerCoaster-MoodSwings

now let me narrate to you my life in this few days...
there are humongous UPS&DOWNS~~

DOWN
1stly, a bit tension for my technique of microbiology midterm...
UP
but as it passed, i felt excited other than relief, because i know how to answer!!!!!! even though i might not get full marks, but I'm sure it'll be an A~~

DOWN
my extremely sun-shiny-mood only lasted not more than 36hours, and here came another STUPID RUMOR about our entrepreneurship midterm(it should have been a quiz)...i was already very extremely tension with my statistic midterm on the same day, and now people kept telling me tat the quiz is going to turn into a midterm...endep up i couldnt cope with the stress and had a temporary breakdown...
UP
thus, after confirmed tat there's not even a quiz in the entrepreneurship class, i'd declared that i will curse those bloody people and their bloody mouth for spreading those bloody rumours...yet, i didn't do so, because God says, we should learn to forgive and forget...ok...next up, my statistic midterm...out of the 4Qs, i can answer 3, and as to why i couldn't answet the 4th, that's because none of us know that the 4th chapter is included in this midterm...so, juz let it be...i'm already very relieved because i can answer the 3Qs^^

UPUP
in a sun-shiny-mood again^^whatever i'm always worried about, had gone better than i thought^^well, and i got invited by a bunch of nice friends for a movie marathon!!! YIPPY!!! love u guys, reli made my nigth~~hehe...

DOWN(disappointed)...and...UP(pissed off)
but, people kind of couldn't stand me in a bright mood, i just don't understand why...once i reached home, someone have to blast me with some negative stuff, WHAT THE HECK!!! now this is how the whole story goes:

a friend of mine had made a deal with me that we're going for hiking every weekend...i had booked my time for her because i promised not to let her down...yet how things went on?? the 1st week, she couldn't make it because she was unfit, of course i could understand that and thus i went with my housemates...it was real fun, and i'm glad they too love the place^^this week, another fren of mine(F), asked me to join along their gang for hiking too, he's the one who'd 1st brought and introduced me to the place~~(it's really a very peaceful land with very nice view, that's why i fell in love with it) but i had rejected him, because i told him i am going with another friend and it's already made into a weekly deal...of course, that caused me to be "ngor" by him for didn't ask him to come along, because he'll always ask me along whenever they're going...yet i know that my friend didn't get along well with him, thus i can't bring the two of them together~~but let's guess how it ended up?? laz nite, i called my friend to confirm with her whether our hiking trip still on, her answer seems reluctant and she asked me can we change it back to jogging in our uni in the evenings...i was a bit pissed off because i purposedly rejected people's invitation and yet i'd been turned down by the one i thought will never turn me down...yet...whatever then...i kept cool and told her i can't make it because our time really couldn't match~~after that, i had to call back to F and ask him whether can i join them for the hike, because i really eagerly wanted to go yet i couldn't go alone right...he's kind enough not to mention bout me turning him down and now going back to him when the other one turned me down...and so, i THOUGHT that this matter ends here...yet when i came bac from my movie marathon, someone gave me a shocking news: the reason that friend didn't want to go hiking is because of F is going along with us, thus she asked the someone whether she want to join her for a hike...WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS GOING ON!!!!!! you're turning me down and turn to someone else yet you're saying it's TOTALLY MY FAULT??? FINE!!! WHATEVER!!! UP TO YOU!!! totally pissed off, and totally do not want to talk bout it anymore~~people just can't seem to give me a break...bloody hell